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My Monthly Playlist: June 2018

I know I haven’t been doing this for awhile now but because I’m very bored and tired and I want to say something about these babies I’ve found lately so here I am!! I always update my monthly playlist on my Spotify account if you’re looking for some new music (also I make tons of cute playlists there!) (⺣◡⺣)♡*

my spotify account: deenadearlova


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loving you is what keeps me present.

a little thought comes up to my head
“I think we’re so alike,”
easily caught up in our nostalgia
desperate to find things that keep us vigilant
if that’s not how you picture it
let’s blame it all on science
that my eyes are struggling
to fight the inertia
from looking into your direction

a wallflower like me—understood all kinds
it’s time that I admit
I don’t know why I get so addicted
get it twisted everytime you come near

i like it how you keep me sane
by just talking and being here
and I really know you
but I want to get to know you better
















the thing is
I really hate to see you sad
the Sun—does she treat you right?
the skies, are they reflecting colours
that you don’t like?
cause I pay a lot of attention
to your eyes

we don’t need to bring what’s past
they were good, but a little too far
they taught us lessons, but they’re long gone
if we taste them now, would it be just like what we thought?
we might have a couple issues with the Sun
but tell me, why are we so blind?
as a defence you said, “it’s really hard.”
and I really understand
cause they made us who we are

I just hope you won’t be some other guys
who left me the other night, and said
“you’ll wake up feeling better,” and smiled
cause you and I both know how I wake up next morning
feeling a little anxious
and you can’t blame it all on me, love
when all you’ve done is keep it cool
and complain when you don’t get what you want

Short Stories

It wasn’t keeping both of us awake. But I’m glad it was over.

This is how it should be.


One night, I was talking to him on the phone. He asked me how would I describe my own description of darkness. I told him that it was such pleasure for me to explain, in fact on the other side I’ve been dying to make him understand. At that time, he said that he was alone in his bedroom, hearing nothing but his sister watching television. He asked me would it be better if he closed the door, and I said,


“Yes, please.”

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Music · Reviews

My Monthly Playlist: September – October 2017


I’m realllllllly sorry that I haven’t posted anything for a while. I’ve been so busy with my new life at university! It’s been such an exciting experience. Hope I’ll get to tell you full details about it in my upcoming post! I’m so sad that I haven’t been able to update my monthly playlist and to be honest I haven’t really had the time to be so updated about new music because ummmm.. all these deadlines are driving me crazy.

Although I’m still a little proud of my talent in finding new music during my super busy days so here’s my SEPTEMBER-OCTOBER MONTHLY PLAYLIST!

GOOD MUSIC COME THRU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (and pls recommend me some new music bc I’m really desperate to hear some)

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My Monthly Playlist: August 2017

Hi friends! welcome back to another playlist. I really loved making this one, I picked the songs carefully because I really want it to be meaningful and helping this time. I know a lot of people are going back to school / university soon and I guess it’s important to listen to the songs that could motivate you to get through. I hope you’ll find them helpful. Without further talking let’s just get in to it!

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life is good and change is pretty fantastic

I started this blog when I was an 11th grader in high school. Now I’m currently on my first year being a university student and I feel like things have changed so much since then. When I first started this blog – I only wanted this to be a place where I wrote my fictitious writings like poems, short stories, etc. But as the time went by, I’ve also been writing lots of my own journals, reviews of things like music, tv shows, etc which I really love to do cause it’s always been one of the things that I do to improve myself  by trying to make sense of everything I see or hear.

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